Paranoia sets in the moment i wake up. Then the craving starts hitting me. It's hard to suppress the urge to grab my handphone first thing in the morning. I'm becoming an addict. The withdrawal symptoms can already be seen.

And when night falls, i start drifting off into outer space. Too bad i'm alone on that journey. Maybe that's why i keep on saying stupid things. Maybe that's why i tend to screw things up. I should shut my mouth.

And yes, it does matter to me if we're going somewhere only we know. Maybe not to you. Nevermind.