Taking u out of my blood

I couldn't help it. They just came out. I kept thinking, she should be here with everyone. But she wasn't. It was hard to break the news to anyone who asked. It was especially hard to tell the one i love. I couldn't help but cry. I'm surprised at people's reaction. Like they know i feel like crap and they left me alone.

I hate him for doing this to her and everyone else. She's not the only one who gets hurt. Everyone who matters to her as well. Why can't he see that?