I lost my voice after singing Greenday's Holiday. I sound like a rock star. Huhu! And it was so hard to make myself heard in class. The girls laughed at me whenever i tried to clear my throat unsuccessfully. It wasn't phlegm. I dunno what's wrong. This is by far, the first time i lost my voice. I have to find it back.

But then again, it gives me an excuse not to speak to anyone.

Being in there has made me wiser. I look at things more differently now. I always have, that's why i'm weirder than everyone else. It's a lesson that i'm learning. I'm glad that they like me.

The last advice one of them shouted at me was to eat more and make myself fat. Haha. I guess black does make u look slim afterall.

I'm not down anymore. I made myself forget the past- the things that are holding me down. Anger helps.