I can't believe i can still rmbr all my passwords and username! Well, back to depressing stuff.

I was in shock yesterday when i got the phone call. I was at work. I didnt know what happened to me. I don't rmbr crying but my face was wet. In my head i tot you were dead. That would explain why u didnt return my msg. I was just in shock. I wanted to see u for myself, that u were really ok. I'm just glad ur still alive and kicking. I don't know what i'll do if u ever...
I'd rather not think abt it.

I'd never be able to tell you what i hide inside all these years.

I wish there's a way out of this difficult situation. Something i could do. I'd do anything for you.

Take care now. Whenever u need me, i'm always around.