it's been a long time.
so long.
i try not to think abt how long.
cos i dont want to make it not long.
well, i dont really know how long.
cos of my not-so-long term memory.

i like it long.
i cant believe i can stay away for a long time.
although i'm kinda itching to not make it long.
but no.
i have control over myself.
i can do it.

i kinda feel like an addict.
well, he is addictive.
but no.
never again.
i'll just be putting two shots to the back of my head.

so long, it shall be.