There's something that you wanted to know which i didnt tell you. I lied and said i didnt know. You were wondering how i could go up and visit you in ur hospital bed when ur brothers couldnt. I told the security guard that i was ur fiance. Haha. Funny, i know. But i must have looked traumatic, that's why they believed me. And interestingly, i believed myself too. It was a dirty lie, i know. But i just wanted to see how u were doing myself. It felt good though to say that. Haha. I'm whacked. Unfortunately for u, u have a psycho on ur hands. Haha.

Anyway, what's the point of living if u have nothing to live for?

Haha.

You'll miss me when i'm gone.