everything i say now is a deathblow. i cant shoot my mouth anymore or i will be shot down.

where's the fun in that anymore?

i just said i missed you and then u said goodbye. hmm.. that makes sense because..

oh wait, no it doesnt make sense. but to u it does right?

because thats ur ans for everything isnt it?

to run away and hope ur past doesnt catch up to u.

look, i'm no longer that stupid lil girl. i can take care of myself. because of u i was forced into this situation and i grew from it. u wouldnt believe how much i've been through after u. u'd regret it even.

since u like to run away so much, i'll do u a favour and cut myself out of ur life.

it's better off this way for u right?

that works for u right?

dont look for me anymore. i'm just a memory to u. i've always been, havent i?