i dunno where to begin. u stood me up on saturday. but still i took it in. u always said that there's a reason for everything. but i see no reason why u did it. i'm not jumping to conclusions that's why i'm so confused. u could be happily talking to me and when i ask the right qns, u shut me off. u don't reply, pick up my calls and worse switch off ur phone.

there's only so much a person can tolerate and i've reached the point where i want to give up on us. i dun want to be crying myself to sleep every night thinking abt u.

i know i'm fighting a losing battle. and i know i told u i wont give u up so easily but as u pointed out, i'm at the losing end either way u make ur decision.

so i'm making it easier for u and for me. i'll do what i've always done. i'll take myself out of the picture. i'll disappear and whatever's left are memories of me.

thank you for ur time. thank you for the smiles and laugh. thank you for the letter and the lyrics. thank you for once being there for me. and most of all, thank you for loving me. even though it means nothing to u anymore.

this will be my last entry to you. i'm sorry for all the misery i've caused. know that i'll alwyas love you.

take care. goodbye.