you can see it's lunch time. the office is empty. so is my stomach and heart. i am hungry but i dont have any mood or drive to go eat. so i stay here alone.

it wasn't i miss you, neither was it pardon me. it was love hurts that caught my attention. I've heard this somewhere before in my past. and it rekindled melodramatic feelings. something abt that song. where have i heard it before? where damnit?

and i stopped talking abt it or to them. not like they care. i think they alrdy know why. and i think they've taken desperate measures to make me talk to them. but it's not going to work. whatever this thing is inside me is going to protect me from them. keep myself safe from them.

safe from everyone.