just trying out the image thing. this is how i looked when i flashed him my killer smile.

see wat my smile can do to people i dun know:

i got on the train this morning. a guy caught my eye. of course there were a few others but he was the most good looking one there. he's maybe around his late twenties, short hair cut and a killer goatee. he's got a sexy nose too. then as the journey bagan, i caught him looking at me. by the time we were at queenstown, we were smiling stupidly at each other. of course i gave him my shy-est smile. then we got to raffles place and there were 3 seats empty, so i took the one in the middle, and the next thing i knew, he was beside me. then he fidgetted for a while as he was looking for his handphone. i knew he wanted my number. i saw him type in his msg box, "my number is 9XXXXXXX.." then he typed something else i couldn't see cos i was reading it from the corner of my eye. then he quickly saved it. now, i was getting down at bugis and i was glad it was only 2 stops away. cos although he was cute and all, he was a bit queer, dun u think? haha. so i got up, turned around a flashed him my most dazzling smile. and then i was gone.

i love train rides!

there was a big hoohaa over something in school. apparently my class rep went to sso to inform her that some of the classmates arent happy with the lecturer for always coming in late. this apparently made the person in question upset.

she emailed us twice abt getting us to sign a petition to get another lecturer for that module.

of course there were responses from the class to this issue. and all of them dont see a need to get another lecturer. so why the big fuss, damnit? i mean no one wanted to replace her, why is she trying to replace herself? and she cant just assume that all those who didnt turn up are unhappy with her. i just happened to have some other commitments on that day. plus i'm allowed to skip 2 lessons, max, for each module. so why the fuss?

and then of course, people started pouring in their reflected sentiments and their 2 cents worth. do they think it's necessary? seriously? ur just flooding my damn inbox. so stop it, man. stop trying to sound intellectual.

anyhow, the board recokns that she wont be lecturing us anymore. all i can say is, thank goodness. cos although it's juicy gossip and all, it's worth nothing more than that.

there, i've said it. of course i'm nice enough not to email to every damn one of u. that would be very inconsiderate of me.

i'm not to be taken advantage of u bastard. just cos i'm easy going doesnt mean i'm an easy target.

arsehole.

poeple confuse me. they piss me off, worry me, hurry me.

and then i felt sick. everytime i break my fast i feel like heaving. maybe it's normal, but maybe i'm sick and dying. just maybe.

it feels like i'm back against a wall of tall grim soldiers. i can't move anywhere. i'm just stuck. argh, i hate this feeling of redundant-ness. it's like fuck.

so here i am, at my aunt's with my cousin. we're having a sleepover here.

the swollen sore eye is healing. it has to anyways. i'm going back to work tmr. it's still sore, and a bit swollen. but it'll heal. can't say i'm excited for work after 3 days of nothingness.haha,

anyhow, i'm going to have to change to a different model. but i'm alrdy attached to this one. damn that stupid salesman at courts for recommending this one. doesnt he know that i get attached to things easily?!

oh wells.

ps. my hp batt is very low and i fear that it'd die before dawn rises, so my cousin's using her hp to set the alarm. seeing that both of us are not morning people, she suggested that we set the alarm to an annoying ring tone. and guess wat she set it as? rihanna's umbrella! go figure!

muse unintended

You could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you could be the one i'll always love

you could be the one who listens
to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

first there was the one who challenged
all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

before you