alot of things happened in one night.

i asked a random cute guy to join us for a movie. but he declined.

watched a movie with two-third of my girlfrens.

and then we met ama.

we were screaming in the car on the way to ECP. cos she was driving quite fast.my gut feeling told me to strap on my seatbelt. good thing i said it out loud.the girls behind did the same.

then i saw the give way sign.

i screamed stop.

in my head, i was thinking, why arent we slowing down?

i looked at nat, she was just looking straight ahead.

that was when i saw the truck dangerously close and she stil didnt see it.

i think it was when we hit the truck then she started to scream.

i still can see the truck swerving, the driver trying to regain control of his truck at the back of my eyes.

it was so livid but yet felt like a dream.

i was badly shaken.

i was just glad that no one was hurt. and that i was there with her to experience her first accident.

i dont blame her and i never will. i felt guilty cos i was the one who playfully screamed in the car which made everyone else scream playfully.nat got distracted by us.

so it started fromme.

i kept thinking abt what would have happened if i'd stalled them when we were still in marina.

what would have happened if i didnt put my seatbelt on.

just cant stop thinking.