my back is aching like crazy..and it's been 3 days..

damnit

exactly two weeks later, and she's gone.

she may not be my mother but i mourn the loss of a mother.

innalillah.

so today was the last day of the 4 day orientation and cust svc training. as if there are any customers in the lab. but i think wat the lab people need is more of attitude training.

it was fun. i bonded well with one of the girls in micro who came in a week after i did. it was also fun cos i'm being paid but am not working.

today we watched this show. it was called the secret. it tells us the secret to getting wat u want in life.how just by thinking of something u want, the universe will alter itself in order for u to get it. they called it the law of attraction. whatever u feel and think, be it positive or negative, gets attratced to u in ur life.

like how, for instance, u suddenly rmbr an old fren that u havent talked to in a while, and then in a freaky way, they get in touch with u. or if u were penniless and ur luck changed when u found money.or when u woke up and u snubbed ur toe, and because of that u emit out negative tots and feelings to the universe and u end up getting a bad day for the entire day. it's those sorta things that explain the law of attraction. just by thinking positive abt the things u want.

i'm sharing this with whoever who is willing to read my blog cos there's nothing for me to lose.

theres also nothing for u to lose just by trying this out.

if ur skeptical, then try wat i'm doing. i'm only going to think and imagine how it'd feel like if i strike the lottery (not that i gamble or anyting) for the whole week.heck, if i win, then it sure as hell mean something.

so the next time u think negative, rmbr, it will happen to u in the future.