i know i havent blogged in a while.

i just dont have the time to do it anymore these days. it's either i'm at work or cooking here in this place i call home now. then after that i fall aslp exhausted, not even eating dinner.

and when he comes back, he'll wake me up, we'll eat together, i'll have my shower cos i didnt even have time to shower when i get back, then i'll fall aslp again.

it's the same routine everyday. and it gets worse during the weekends when he has to work. i'll be here alone if the others go out. like how i am today.and now. they're all at a relative's and im all alone.in this humid room.

sigh.

well at least it's better here than anywhere else. at least i get to look after him (when he's not working his ass off). get to cook for him and make sure he's well-fed.

so thats my life now. sometimes it gets sad. really sad.