we had a good talk last night..but it took me going off without telling him, and him looking for me at the entire estate only to realise that i might be at the playground near his block.

and there i was..

he promised to share with me his concerns and problems from now on..if i'm not wrong, we've had this similar convo before.that just kills me..that he doesnt want to share with me..he said not everyone is the same and i told him to put himself in my shoes and imagine how he'd feel if i had a problem but i didnt share with him..

and he pinkie promised me..

for a while i tot, oh god, there's someone else..but no, i was just being paranoid..

i just hope that he'd be able to hold on to that promise..

and that i'd be able to remember the promise!