all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.

well, not all my bags..but one is..for now..i dont intend to go away forever..just a few days..to get my mind sorted out..i have been feeling down lately..since he told me he doesnt want me to be around during hari raya..as if i was planning to celebrate it in the first place..

i'm mentally prepared to leave..until he said i'd never see him again if i leave.

at first, i hesitated..of course i still wanna see him again..but then i was thinking, maybe, juat maybe it'd be a good idea to leave..it'd be best if we dont see each other again..