it's very upsetting when faced with reality.i'm getting stressed out abt the whole affair. and i'm not the kind who gets stressed out easily. i wish i was richer. i cant even think up of any wishful thinking.everytime i try to imagine how easy it would be if i were rich, my mind automatically blocks that out.

so there goes my wishful thinking. or daydreaming abt having things the easy way.

and the fact that someday, sooner or later, i'd have to go somewhere else and stay, is weighing down on me.i feel like walking on eggshells all day long, everyday.

and he isnt helping things any further.he's so stubborn sometimes, i forget which one of us is more stubborn.

i guess i'm tired. of arguing, of having doubts and worrying abt money (or the lack of). i just wish that things were simpler.