I didn't dream it up afterall. My brother did ask me to teach him malay last night. But well, i was asleep so i told him to go and die. Sorry bro.

I was looking forward to tonight, just like every other day, when the bomb was dropped so early in the morning. But well, my disappointment went unnoticed.

Note to self: don't look forward to anything to avoid a let down.

So anyways, i went to gayland yesterday and it'd be my last trip there. I raided the food stalls. That's was the fun part. Other than that, i went home with a migraine.

Why cats are smarter than Men by Beverly Guhl

I got this form a comic strip book. Girls, go check it out. It's hilarious.

Cats are smarter than men because...

they'd never ask you if you've gained weight

they know better than to argue with you

their love is independent on how clean the house is

they'd never ask you to wear a padded bra

they'd never say, "wear you blue skirt- it makes you look thin."

they don't drool over other women

you can trust them with your bestfriend

they think you are very intelligent

they appreciate and understand the importance of affection

they don't make you feel bad when you don't exercise

they never accidentally call you by an old girlfriend's name

they know the importance of punctuality

they love being helpful

they'd never give you an appiliance for your birthday

they're not dependent on you for their meal

they don't try to psychoanalyze you

they never tell you what to do, when to do it, or how to do it

they're always sincere

they never make you cry

they don't ask you to wear erotic lingerie

they love it when your tighs get fat

they aren't interested in you only for your body

they still love you when you are moody

and they'd rather be with you than anyone else.

Ps: I love cats.

Rain, rain, go away.

The first paper just ended today. It was supposed to be easy. The teacher said that we'd nail it. But i wasn't feeling good. The cramps kept coming and going. So i couldn't concentrate. I couldn't even think straight. I sat there, thinking when is my misery gonna end.

This day cannot get any worse. But it just did. It's raining like mofo here. So i cant go home. Just when i really need to. But at least i have sevas tra to accompany me. Hehe.

I'm not gonna study today. I dont feel like it. I want to curl up somewhere warm and sleep. Esp now when it's raining and there's thunder. I love the rain.

So i was waiting for the bus this morning and there was this nyonya who sat beside me at the bus stop. 81 came and i stood up to wait for the bus to stop. The nyonya who sat beside me also got up. She tried to cut the queue and jump in front of me but i blocked her way with my huge bag and happily got up the bus before her.

Then guess wat she did?

She hit my butt with the paper bag.

Haha. Bloody hell. Oh well.

And yes, i was late again. But not very late. But tmr i cannot be late. I repeat, i CANNOT be late. It's a mystery why i'm always late nowadays. This morning i had to set reminders to wake me up every 2 mins from 6 to 7. But still i got up late. Oh well.

Oh yea, i need to get my comp fixed. And my brain too.

Have a psychotic day!

Ok, i'm in Tampines library. I should be studying but there's just no place for me to. So here i am.

I hate studying. But i'm loving every moment of it.

I dont know when's the next time i can get my hands on the computer. So have a psychotic end of the year everyone.

This is so pissing me off.

I just had my graduation. And they had a reception all ready for the students. So i asked one of the teachers if the food was halal. He said that it was. But how ironic is that? They took caterers that cater halal food but none of the muslim students can eat it. Why not just order from the chinese caterers? Plus, he doesn't even know that it's the fasting month. What a dumbass, considering he's been a singaporean longer than all the students.

Jackass.

There. I did it. I said what i wanted to say. It feels good actually. I had to muster up alot of courage. But in the end it was worth it. I'm still thinking abt it. And smiling like a psycho. Yeap, it's all good.

So, i'm gonna graduate tmr. That feels good too. But i'd still have to wear my uniform and come to school. Oh well.

Head over heels- Alanis Morissette

I had no choice, but to hear you
You stated your case, time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like i'm a princess
I'm not used to lying
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over
In spite of me,
and don't be alarmed if i fall
Head over feet
And don't be suprised if i love you
For all that you are
I couldn't help it, it's all your fault

Your love is thick,
and it's swallowed me whole
You're so much braver,
than i gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You are the bearer,
of unconditional things,
you held your breath,
and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that i've ever met
You're my best friend,
best friend with benefits
What took me so long?
I've never felt this happy before
I've never wanted
something rational

I am aware now, oh
I am aware now

I dreamt that i got up, got ready for school, slinged my bag, left the house, took the bus, walked to school.

The next thing i know, i heard my brother switched on his room light. This time i really got up and rushed to school. And i did the same thing i dreamt. So i guess dreams do come true, don't they?

So if i'm dreaming, it'd come true right? If that's the case, then it's all good.

No wonder i was stupid yesterday. Half my brain was gone. Since today i didn't blow my nose much, my grey matter will grow back hopefully.

All i needed was a few words yesterday. They don't have to be flamboyant. As long as it's sincere, i'd bounce back. And i did.

So i shall stop being silly now.

When you say nothing at all- Ronan Keating

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

Yup,it's true.

I think i've blown half my brain out through my nose. I've become the toilet paper thief. Haha. So since i'm missing half my brain, and a stalker, i've been in a daze.

The stalker struck again yesterday. I like being surprised. I wonder if he'll strike again today.

I still can't believe i'm not dreaming. Someone pinch me.

It breaks my heart when i know that it becomes difficult to breathe. That's why i don't stay upset for long.

I can be difficult but still i get patience. Sometimes, i think i don't deserve it. Like i'm not good enough. Sometimes, i can't believe that i'm not dreaming everything up.

I'm getting the hang of the staring game. It's really fun. And the pinching game too. Hehe.

5 days in a row. Not enough. But it's all good. I know there'll be more to come. Right?

Kinda unexpected the way things turn out to be like. Like where did all the guts come from? I guess i feel compelled to say things i normally wouldnt say. Like i wanna say them. They're not always very important. But it's sincere. And i've got no regrets.

I like where i am now. It's nice here.

Yellow- Coldplay

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow,"

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do